Tariq is beautiful. I miss Tariq. He e-mailed me his latest picture. I Love him so much.

I got jabbed in the butt again. And I had to use the zakat money my Grandmother gave my younger sister and I to pay for Dr. Gomez's fees. Remind myself to get it reimubursed. And to call Grandmother to thank her for the money.

Went to another MPH Youth Forum tonight with Nina and Juli too. We had early dinner at the food court. Then we went to the forum. Topic was Pre-marital Sex, but there wasn't a lot of discussion because the facilitator just did a lot of point-raising and asking us to think about it without actually talking. But it was good listening. Nina of course still insisted on talking.

Chinese regular who was intelligent, nice and broad talked to Nina. Definitely liked Nina. But too old. There was a very cute Malay guy in green checked shirt looking at Nina, but of course Nina didn't notice. After forum, Juli and I nagged Nina about guy-hunting. It is necessary for a girl to go out there and stand in front of her potential dream guy. Cannot just hide in her own bedroom and expect him to sneak into her bedroom and proclaim adoration. Nina says we scare her. We are determined to make Nina over to find her her dream man.

After that we went to my apartment to pick up sleepover stuff because we are now sleeping over at Nina's. I am typing from Nina's computer right now. The keyboard is very noisy. We tried to teach Nina how to dance, but she refuses to practice. We talked to Yu San online. Going to go out with her tomorrow.

Then we went to Syed at SS5 for supper. I wasn't hungry. I drank mango juice. Nina paid. Nina had roti telur and dhal. Juli had chicken briyani.

Then we went back to her house and took out the tarot cards. The cards were in complete agreement with Juli and I about Nina's love life. It said she had to go out there and find her man. Interestingly enough, the man is strongly fated. Quite a few times there was a mention of a good strong marriage with a damned intelligent, wonderful man. But her insecurity and refusal to change is an obstacle to finding him. Just as we had told her.

My relationship with Tariq is also highly fated. However, my money situation is not. I am apparently in complete control of money situation and I must take control of it or face the consequences.

So now, I am sleepy. Down from caffeine high. Miss Tariq. Brought my bear, Bucket, with me to Nina's house. There are not enough pillows in Nina's room because her brother has locked himself up in his room with all the pillows and blankets too. So it was a good thing that I brought Bucket.